Saturday, March 06, 2010

"When you look at the world in a narrow way, how narrow it seems! When you look at it in a mean way, how mean it is! When you look at it selfishly, how selfish it is! But when you look at it in a broad, generous, friendly spirit, what wonderful people you find in it" - Horace Rutledge

Alwin's going into NS le, soon we will both meet each other more often in camp.
One and half month since my departure from NS44, how much i missed them and my new squad mates aren't that bad either. Although i still find pretty hard to blend into this new group.. Likewise, hopefully the encouragement will spur both myself and Alwin on for the next few months in camp!!! =)

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Sunday, February 28, 2010

Sorry for the lack of updates..
But my apology is redundant anyway..
This is not a popular site..

Is the end of feb,
also mean the end of CNY,
In additional to the end of my basic police training(photos will be upodated later, some idiot still dun wan to upload the pics since 23 Jan 2010)

Feeling rather emotional while updating..
maybe becos today is SUNDAY!

The longer i stay in HTA,
the sooner i will turn lunatic.
BURN DOWN HTA!!!!

BOOKING IN SOON.
UPDATE MORE ONCE THAT BLOODY IDIOT START SENDING ME THE PICTURES!


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Friday, January 01, 2010

Welcome 2010!

"The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather a lack in will." - Vince Lombardi

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Friday, August 28, 2009

SEPTEMBER

Not the song..
Nope, not about 0911..
Let alone that enterprise company...

Is the ninth month of the year!
Is August still for sure, but when September unfold I will be out there facing uphill tasks and challenges. Here are the breakdown:

3 more days to Bangkok Trip (Will it be enjoyable AND safe?)
8 more days to Eugen-NABEY's birthday (What to buy?!?!)
9 more days to DarlinG's birthday (Making sure she'll be happy for the day)
10 more days with my kia di (saying goodbye is the hardest thing to do)
11 more days to BOTAK (how to be a MAN... LOL)

" Five years from now you will be pretty much the same as you are today except for two things:the books you read and the people you get to close to." - Charles Jones.


Hopefully, I will come across helpful and friendly Thais in Bangkok and also new buddy, new Kia Di and new comrades in my NS journey.. NMHRGK!

Oh.. not forgetting some overdue photos =)
Feeling hungry? let me introduce:

Jack's Place


Xing Wang's Hong Kong Cafe


Aston Prime


Pizza Hut

And finally, darling's overdue Coffee Club treat =)




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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Finally...
for 3 solid years!!!!
AT last... I won 4D!!!
LOLxx
Okay is not the amount i won..
Is the feeling intact with it!!
Super high!!!
hahahah
Plus.. not going share how much I won anyway..
Is too embarrassing..
hahhaha

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Monday, July 20, 2009

Damn this blogger.. anyone know how to complain how problematic this blogger is? LOLx

First blogger cant be access for a couple of days, then upload of photo will hang half way and next, PHOTO NOW CANT BE UPLOADED.. WTH~

Complaint complaint!!

Now i bet audrey won't read my blog cos there will be no pictures untill that damn BLOGGER solve this problem!

a very belated anniversary to dearie!
Apologise with a poem =)


Happy anniversary, my love:
After all these years, my lover still!
Perhaps we've come this far by force of will
Perhaps by what sweet winds within us move
Years alone do not decisive prove
As time's a box that holds both good and ill
Nor can one long be loving without skill
Nor long be cool below and warm above.
In you I've found a shoreline for my sea
Vast enough to hold me in its arms
Embracing both the turbulence and deep,
Reconciling me to limitation.
So may you find a wilderness in me
A place of windswept waves and rippled calms
Restoring you to realms you cannot reap,
Yielding neither home nor destination.

OKAY, once everything is solve, i bet my pics will flood this page ok?! fark this blogger!

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Thursday, June 18, 2009

Okayy.. Being angry is part of being a human...
So some random happy post
before last training (of June) tmr...

#1 Aston

In a week we had 2 aston meals..

#2 Green Speaker


#3 Three Movies is Two weeks


#3 Fun with Nemo

#4 Soka Sweets


#5 I got my pay, like finally

#6 Lastly, a ****** practice dream

cheers =D

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Monday, June 15, 2009

"knn+kns+naohia"
super mad!

Are we really considered as ONE BIG FAMILY?
Nuf said...
Dun Wanna be so specific but.....
"KNN+KNS+NAOHIA"

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Wednesday, June 03, 2009

TWO more days..
to Friday to Friday to Friday...
But I am mingled with excitement and disappointment....


This week is pretty fun-filled starting from the SYD'crew orientation on Sunday..
Then Monday, Friday and Saturday I got dance session/practice...
Tmrw will meet up with secondary school friends to play basketball..
Overall, I see this as a promising week but I still kinda stress about Friday.


After talking to Audrey. I realise I'm like the noobest in the crew
and I still feel my basic fundamental still sucks lah. Many are already in clubs, is going to club or were from clubs and I am like nobody, nobody but you(clap clap point clap). Haiis.. think i really need to up level really quick and at my fastest learning pace as well. But before that, maybe I need encouragement more than i need basic training. Whatever it is, I need to continue to strive.


Exploration. I need to search who I am. I can't freestyle. I can't pop. I can't split. I can't lock. I really don't know what I really want, who I really am. Maybe at least i know i can groove, I wan to do L.A. but think i got no basic leh.. Dilemma really. Or maybe I just think too much lah.



Disappointment really.
Disappoint with my dance skill.
Disappoint with my muscle controls.
Disappoint with my groove.
and what else?


Okay.. some pictures, Audrey only sees pictures but dun read blogs
I believe many do that as well =)




SYD' Crrreewwwww

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Thursday, May 14, 2009

I'M BACK! =D
Updates soon okay?

" Where can we find happiness? Happiness is not found in a tranquil life free of storms and tempests. Real happiness is found in the struggles we undergo to realize our goals, in our efforts to move forward. " -Sensei

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

48years of wait are over!!!!
Another Silver Medal, and is from Team Singapore Table Tennis....
Well is a match between
VS


But ask yourself,
Frankly,
Truthfully,
Doesn't it look more like this
......
...
..
Instead?

VS


Wonder will our "Singapore" team sing the china national anthem as well.....

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Monday, June 23, 2008

Jealousy: Inclined to or troubled by suspicions or fears of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims

In the term jealous, that's actually plenty of definition but the above one stated the best to describe me or in any case, most of the couples. Maybe not every time but I am trying to control this emotions. People can see jealous as a good side of a love but can be also picture as a negative impact in relationship too. Allowed me to bring you through. Being jealous is due to fact you care for that particular person which is very natural in a relationship but if such jealousy bring unhappiness and trouble to that particular person, this not caring, rather it is your own desire.

To love someone, is to respect her and her friends, in any case not not hurt her. Instead embrace her wrong decision - it's understandable a guy tends to protect a girl or sometime, over protecting her, but she needs to make one mistake for her to realise who is the right friend and who are the one who only take advantage of her. If we, i mean the guys, can't embrace her and respect her decision then this is desire, this is over control and this is clearly shown no trusting bond is between the both. If that's the case then must well just buy any pet back to control and put in the cage better.

I know protecting and caring the girls is a must-job for the guys however if you take the lead and walk in front all the time, without allowing her to know whose the bad guy and who are real friendship then things gonna get real nasty when you leave her. This will definitely not gonna aid her in her growth. Maybe we tend to have the mentality of ' YES, let her fall and to learn how to stand up but oh, dun let her fall TOO BADLY". But you have to understand if girls choose the hard way, she will fall in a hard manner. Let it be, it's hard I know but if you really love her i think you will welcome her back to your heart openly. Some girls just need a big "wacked" to realize who's good and who's not, they may regret, they may not but the bottom line is, they will know we meant for her good all year round.

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Ok, as I was complaining bout those boring sunday and monday, I chanted for a problems for me to encounter so that I learn from it and grow stronger and tougher. And ta-dah, I got my first set-back after the boring days - I FAILED MY BTT!!! LOL.. But I suddenly feel i can take defeat easier as compared to the past. Never mind, I made another appointment already and next time round I will PASS! Had a dialogue with WEILI, and got two more books from her written by Daisaku Ikeda on Youths. Just wanna know youths better and probably to evaluate myself in order for me to improve!

During projects, i was actually kinda stern and rather strict. " Wacked" CC, LinC and ah Jay, I feel bad lah, but this is for the sake of the group. I wan this group to unite and contribute to do better and score good grades together. Erm, I deeply filled with regret and well, SORRY BUDDIES!

Another kns thing, chit chat with QY, and wah-piang I said something i shouldn't have! It's bout GIFT and what the hell la, that's like my d*****t secret but thank god she's someone I am able to trust! LOL.... And with QY knowing it, I hope she dun pass it to Laurel then to Lester. Wah, can die!

" On the journey of kofu things will not always proceed smoothly. But we are eternal comrades. People who come together in good times but desert one another when the going get rough are not comrades. Turning a blind eye to the suffering of others, using the rational that 'its has nothing to do with me' is not the spirit of comrades. True comrades share both sufferings and joy" - Ikeda Sensei.

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

I met her finally,
and yet things din exactly turned out I expect it to be.
For the VA daimokukai I chant for her for the entire 55mins.
1) I chant earnestly for her to overcome stress to do well in her test
2) I chant for extra protective power to protect her
3) I pray for myself to be able to meet the right girl after i finish this daimokukai

And well I did meet her, and i hope she is the one for me!
During my down period, everyone came to look for me and cheer me up.
So did Doline - this fact made her blew her top when she heard it!
I know Doline used to like me alot and used to be the obstacles both of us quarrel
but hey, I just simply need someone to talk to. Who live woodlands to meet me to talk to me at the time of 2am?

Ced->Bedok
Zhong Kai->Bedok
Gift->Paya Lebar
Daniel->SengKang
Uncle->Amk
Ivan->Toa Payoh
Hong Ling->Boon Lay
Marcia/Jacky -> Upper Thomson

My life is on the extreme LLC, so i need of someone to drink and smoke with me which may ease the pain for even 3hours! Although I'm in this state of life, my heart is still extremely clear and that is I LOVE YOU! I LOVE ELENA WONG PEI SHI!!!!

If you still read my blog, This msg is for you, the rest dun read.
Msg to you
: We were still friend when i met her. If u cant forgive me for meeting her as a FRIEND. Then do forgive me as your boyfriend. I was really happy to be able to hug you again like i did in the past. At least I know I am not hugging a wooden doll but more than someone who produces warmth and love. I gave you the pooh bear in the end, to symbolize my love for you is real. If I don't love you so much as I should do or even more, I wouldn't be so emo for this 2 week of hell life without my precious princess with me. I keep telling myself since i reach home what happened last night was for real is not another false hope planted into my heart again. I told myself If i have the chance to grab your hand, I will never let it go - EVER. You told me you're lost now, but I am too when u leave me for derrick, when u leave for your studies and when u leave me abandon for this 2 weeks. I have never taken it at heart so much so that I love you more than I hate you. I chanted for the wisdom of a wise man, to place priorities over trivial matter. And to me, YOU are my priority, you are my most important woman of my life. Therefore , trivial matters such as those hurtful memories I have decided to throw out of the window. You can do it too if you chant sincerely and fearlessly to the gohonzon. Even for that 15mins, you're in HLC and you will know the surrounding especially me, on how much I love you! Do not give up faith, do not abandon the power of gohonzon and do not give up on yourself. If you need someone to be there, I WILL BE THE FIRST. If you need a shoulder to lean on, I WILL BE THE FIRST. And if I were to die one day, YOU WILL BE THE FIRST NAME I WISH TO REMEMBER before going to my next life. In fact, I have forgiven you on everything, and yes everything. I know when u turn single on 21.05.08, many guys came knocking on your doors. The queue is as long as my love is for you. But i am grateful gohonzon stood by me and let me realize you have not chosen anyone of them yet. And as always, I would still love to know whether am I your prince charming! Even till now, you are my princess, my one and only beloved princess. Someone who support me, someone who used to love and care for me like that's no tomorrow and someone who pour out her true love for me. How can I hide me feeling from you? I am being truthful, I am being loyal just for fact I wan you to know I have changed. Seriously, princess, I need you more than just one night. I need you forever, I need till my last breath where my lips is still there for you to kiss on. I need you for my next life - I need you eternity! Hold my hand and we shall brave the storm together! Tell me when you don't need me anymore. I will leave, I will leave with open heart this time round. I will still chant for you, I will still love you and I will still care for you! All I want is YOU.


mac.tan is dead

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Here's a list of Subway Outlet that I really cant help but to comment(can be positive but some can be really bad....)

AMK Hub: Too small - hard to get a place
Funan IT Mall: Good Service and friendly staff
Raffles City Shop Ctr: Friendly Staff
Tampines Telepark: Very good first-time experience
FE Plaza: "blah-blah", icky service, lack-of-knowledge staff, lousy lousy lousy

Went FE plaza for lunch today,

First encounter: on much people yet i am being served too slow - it feels as though I'm not valued.

Second encounter: staff told me that i can place two sauces(when i require for 3) - the reason being this is a DIFFERENT stall.... wah piang i thought it suppose to be the same since it is as franchise??? WTF...

Last encounter: Staff refuse to give me an extra cookies paper bag for my 2nd cookies, claiming that each meals entitle to only ONE paper bag. I insist, and what's next? "please talk to my manager".. fine....

Manager: yes?
Mac.tan:I WANT a cookies bag
Manager: but I am sorry to tell you each meal only consist of one paper bag..
Mac.tan: Why not I pay for that,how bout it?!
Manager: pass it to him(telling her staff)

See... one such matter also must see manager? OMG, how much can a paper bag cost?
Think again..if u wanna dine at FE Plaza Subway cos it is really a DIFFERENT dinning place.

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Friday, October 12, 2007

Well... call it stupid or crazy..
after so long then i start to watch secret...
lol...

MV of secret...
i'm sicked probably.. haha


enjoy..
anyway..
happy birthday dad

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Sunday, September 02, 2007

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my new shoe.....
or rather, the shoe that i longed wanted...
woohoo~

I love my PUMA shoe!!!

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Monday, July 30, 2007

sometime i feel that i din give enough
sometime i feel that sorry is not enough
and maybe, just maybe i did not love you enough.....

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Dinner...
Wow.. my very first experience in ThaiExpress.. some dishes are good but others, hmm dun really blend with my liking... went Tiong Baru Palza with my darling and her mum.. here's what we have...


our starter:

Tofu Square: Now imagine a tofu is beingdeep fried
and topped with chillies flakes and sweet/sour chilli
sauce... yummy!!!
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Chicken Wings: The meat is being dig out, and replaced
by tom yam chicken ball instead..Hence u can see that
round and protruding body part. the chicken ball isn't
really tasty to me. Well, that's only my opinion, what's urs?
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Honey chicken rice: the chicken is nice! yummy
Rating:


Glass Noodle w/ minced meat and egg: I like the
soup, it's tasty! You should give a try. And if u are a
big eater u will love this. Their potion for the glass noodle
seem free! So much for one serving!
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Pineapple Seafood Fried Rice: A must try! The seafood
quatity is so evenly spread. U can taste that strong aroma
of the pineapple and mixed it well with fish and co. Cool!
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Dinner aside... some picture of cute Tay Sean!!!! What a cubby baby...



Good nites noobs...


Darling.. i love you!

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