Friday, May 30, 2008

After 5 nights at uncle's place, i feel so much recharged and refreshing. In a way I know how to handle my emotions, in a way I learn about self-discipline and also I learn about independent. It may sound funny, but it's true. Lastly, HLC HLC HLC!!! Chanting with uncle and James feels really great and now I gotta do it on my own again, shall not let the momentum fall! GBT! Also, gotta thanks all for talking to me when i really need a listening ear - Ama, Ivan, Daniel, Law, Marcia and of cos ELEPHANT!

First Dance Prac update:
7 people
45mins
4 eights of dance steps
(next 4D sure winner: 7454)

Having lead in so many occasion, I'm much prepared and ready now. It really nice to see everyone enjoy themselves though that's still blur-looking faces. But I finally feel the joy of helping, the joy of dancing and the joy of working with people i never worked before. Thanks Yi Jie and Alvin(First time working tgt) and of cos my old pal Pei Hui for the help today.

Learned that humble is always the key of winning others' heart, thinking the fact i have always been "hao-lian" esp in Soccer, Acct'in, Dancing and Finance - being humble is actually very enjoyable. We should always listen and lower ourselves to put our members above us - and that is HUMBLE!

YingXin: You better watch out!! give me false hope!!! :X shall kick you punch you and throw u inside the rubbish bag. *tsk* LMAO....

Next training: 10am, 8 June @ Ivy's house(Marsilling).

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

VICTORY!!
Been waiting to be able to kneel for 50mins for daimoku(prayers) and finally did it. Maybe given the fact that my uncle is on my right and my vice sd-chief is on my left, it might just as well serve as a moltivation. LOL.

The YMD daimokukai is very solid today! Shiok, chant le feel super HLC.... although in between got msg pple la (like LinC, Jason & elephant)... I must changed!!! Fully focus on prayers! I can do it yoz!

"Out in Society, there are many different kinds
of people: malicious people who seek to undermine
and deceive others; arrogant people who scorrn
and despise others. We study so that we can prevail
over such people, succeed in all our endeavours
and leading fulfilling lives"
-28 May Guidance Today Vol 5 , Daisaku Ikeda

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Monday, May 26, 2008

CIC Meeting

Being a leader, there is only one direction and that is forward. I gotta start anew again! Beside coming for activities, I need to urge my members to do so. Not only by encouragement but with sincerity, I need to touched their life with my heart and I need to tell myself I can do it! From now on, i got to be cheerful and put on a smile every time no matter sad or glad rain or shine, I need to be extremely HLC or VHLC!!!!


SINCERE we will,
HUMBLE we must,
RESPECT we show,
EMBRACE we hold,
COURAGE we give,
Together We Unite,
NYP,
SINCERE

NYPSD - SINCERE
Macgyver Tan - HLC

And..... I miss her terribly much!

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

Chiong Report(Still Think of her)...
Attended Religious Meeting(So weird & sad w/o princess)...
Played Bowling(Bring back memories of our one&only bowling outing)
Stay overnight at Uncle's place(I still think of her)....

Suddenly, music seem to be the only way to cool me down, but still such songs bring back memories, the days we spent together at Kbox - with your sweet voices filled the room with wonderful melody.....

Here's actually the songs(my playlist) which best describe my feeling(Esp the Bold one)...
期待你的爱 - 林俊杰
Hurt - 张栋梁
你还爱我吗 - 蔡依林
倒带 - 蔡依林
Hurt So Bad - Hins
Open Arm - Colin Raye
Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

I learn something really meaningful today @ buddhist meeting
轻年要跌倒才知道痛
这样才会跳盘再成长
经过这样才懂得这么帮助他人
如果生活是十全十美
那我们这样知道痛是什么

Well, I think gohonzon just want me to change, to grow and to help those who needed help more than I do. Just look at the victims suffered in China and Myanmar, I cried watching the show can. I feel really sad for them and I wish I could like you know donate a million to them or something. But in a way or another, I know my daimoku will reach them to help resolve their sufferings.

Princess called, and I’m like very very delighted can. Her voice is still as sweet as ever and we are able to talk things out nicely – so glad. What can I ask for more with her care and concern showered for me, just feel so great even though I did drop a tears or two. I think gohonzon pave this path for me just like that and I shall not compliant but to chant more to expiate my karma.

" My Life 一直在等待
等待 着你的爱 "


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Saturday, May 24, 2008

Writing reports is murdering me
But without you by my side when i needed you the most is killing me
This isnt the way it should be
I'm hoping the day you come back to me.

HL , jason acc me for report writing today
Ama, LAw acc me dinner @ Eunos

Thanks for everything ppLe!!
Cried over phone while talking on phone with YX... damn it!

" 很多事情不是说放弃就放弃
不是说忘记就忘记 "

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Friday, May 23, 2008

Toda Sensei once said, " To be able to live itself is a happiness."
Well, as compared to the one who had lost their love ones in the earthquakes, I am so much luckier. Given that I am alive and I still have my love ones all around me.

But, i would say, without Eleena, is like without my breathing air - is as good as I'm dead. I'll promise to work hard though, to do my human revolution, to help my members and friends and to play my role in gakkai... I hope all these will finally bring us back together!


Jacky came over and had a chat with him.. One great lesson learnt from him was what he learnt from Ikeda Sensei. Mr Ikeda had to travel the whole world to do world-wide kosen-rufu and only sees his wife and 2 kids thrice every year, also each meal they spent together wass like only 30mins and therefore I was taught to spend QUALITY time and not QUANTITY time with my love one. So yup, even if i was given 30mins to see Eleena, I will spend it wisely and that should be enough to make me happy. Remember - QUALITY TIME!!!

Ced msg me in the noon, that msg really mean a lot to me as I still got a friend who will be there when i needed the most.. And yes I agree, time will tell how much I love Eleena.


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Thursday, May 22, 2008

The day which should be capped with celebrations and jubilant for me went all wrong. Even though Man United won their 3rd Champion League Trophy I was mingled with sadness as well.

21/05/08 - mark the last day of my strong and everlasting love for my sweetest princess. That is the 1051 days we've been together. Even though the reason is to allow her to fully focus on studies but I am very scared, am really scared after 2 years her love for me will then vanish into thin air. And that will be very hurting. Going into my last year in poly, I really gotta do well but this shocking news brought me falling back into earth again after the heavenly love I enjoyed for almost 2years and 9months.

I just wanna let my princess know - 050705 will always be remembered.
I cried @ 8:10
and cried again @ 9:45


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Thursday, May 08, 2008

Well...
050705 has always been written in very pages of the history book..
I hope you still love me as much as before..
I believe we're having some bad patches recently, but i hope...
I really hope...
050705 will continue...
will continue in many years to come
and nothing, i mean NOTHING
will breaks us up!!!

Princess, i shall be your prince
who you can rely on
who you can lean on
who you can call upon when u're bored
who you can trust
and who u can assure loves is in the air!

I LOVE YOU!


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Sunday, May 04, 2008

MUMMY IT'S OVER
Yes IPP is finally over and done with.


These eleven weeks have finally came to an end, and i believe everyone will feel a bit sad and 舍不得 but life is like that.

First week of IPP : "oh man, 25th April please come earlier"
Last week of IPP: "oh man, how come it ended so fast?!"



People at SGF really make me feel like I'm staying with a one big happy family, I mean what could i ask for more for how I'm treated and respected during my 11 weeks stay? Gratitude, yes a sense of gratitude is growing deeper week by week and I just wanna THANK, and i mean it, to all of them who i really wish to list everyone of them and I'm honored to do so.


My gratefulness to these people and they are Dr Wong, Terri Oh, Dennis, Cam, JO, Pang, Jane, Freddie, WSL, Mak, Teo, Siow Hong, Ben, Jia Jun and the two new interns(wongie and SH).

Pictures Update real soon yoz....

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